what should i do

you ask me how my day was?
as if its the same everyday
I say I'm okay but
you really don't know
do you think I'll be okay without you
are you okay without me?
the world without you is so hard
that I blame myself for still breathing

what should I do even now,
I live each painful day because of your words
tell me if this is a bad thing to do,
are you living each day painfully like I am?
you and me

are we too late?
do we not have a chance
I still think about you and you might know this

Finally..is this it?
are we going to the end like this?
is it okay with you?
I don't think I can do it the love
I find with you
I wont find it anywhere even if I die.

what should I do if it isn't you..
no one else can hold my heart
please hold me.
. and you know..
that even though the whole world tries to
no one can erase your memories..
so please hold me..

is it too late..
do we not have a chance but me,
I still think about you..

and you might not know